There is another thing bothering me too, my friend? the guy renting my house is two months behind in rent. He makes good money, but he just bought a new ski boat and is probably partying so much he is spending everything and forgetting, no....neglecting paying rent. It pisses me off too because I am renting him my two bedroom house on 56 acres of canyon/creek property in Southern Utah, all furnished, even my cool big color tv, everything.

Good grief, something people just make me sick. So now I am paying his bills, which amount to about what he pays in rent and he doesn't give a shit. So when you get right down to it right now I am paying him to live there. Oh, shit that pisses me off. Look at that picture above. Can you image waking up every morning and looking at that view? Geoff has 56 acres of that view right now and can't muster up $250 to pay for that and everything else that goes with it.

if people would just act decent and not take advantage of people who try to do nice things for them, their life would be so much better off. But they have to make it screw up for everyone because they get so selfish. It is not like this is the first time. I go though this every other month is seems. He is lucky I don't evict him. There are a lot of people that would love to live on that land for just the cost of utilities.

Here is the other thing bothering me. It seems these days in America the thought with Americans these days is to forget the elderly and let them survive the best they can. God that pisses me off. I have been a Republican all my life, and think I am going to change parties or just be Independent. I will go Independent. I couldn't believe it, the other day on the radio, Republicans favoring not helping the elderly. Sure I with whole heart agree we have misused the welfare budget, I thought that years ago. But the elderly? It doesn't make sense feed and cloth the perfectly healthy adults in the prime of their lives, and neglect the seniors. SHIT, that pisses me off. They were saying on the radio how families should take care of the elderly for their prescriptions and such like in the old days. THIS IS NOT THE OLD DAYS. My gaud, you walk around and talk to some of the seniors at the senor park where my mother lives and you will find 3/4 of the old folks have been totally forgotten by their kids. They are ALONE. SOme of them eat dog food to survive. GOD WHAT IS HAPPING TO THIS FUCKED UP COUNTRY!!! I am crying so hard right now. I am so sick of this system and the fucking lies, and filthy business our leaders do. Shit, I better stop. I am pissed off.

Well, that is what journals are for. Excuse the cussing. I have not done that for a long time. And it felt good.

Here is a nother picture taken of the canyon looking down at the creek. Hey, it's for sale.